most of my friends.

esp my jies.

had finished their common test le.

ya.

xin ku ni man le.

and they can juz relax for 2 weeks.

unlike mi.

relax and still hafta chiong for common tests.

argh!

hais.

ok.

better stop grumble le.

oh ua.

saw weeloon a few times in sch le.

he now doing his FYP le.

aft his attachment.

he told mi tat FYP de report is like DAMN thick?!

and he doing his FYP solo.

wun be easy ba.

wah.

all the best to mi ba.

btw.

he is taking wireless too!

WIRELESS ROX!!

-_-

lame mi.

lol.

todae sch at 1000.

3242 lab was going thru past yr paper too.

den lunch wif ai ren and gang at fj.

den telecomm de tutorial.

i fell asleep.

like nobody business.

lol.

aft tat tut was another break.

i continued to slp.

shiock sia.

wahaha.

den woke up at 1500 for lab.

was like stoning and blur.

went to the lab.

the com unlike ours de.

its special lor.

den hang.

the screen black out.

dunno y.

yong jin wanted to off and on.

i told him better dun do tat.

wait kena.

den wait till tat idiot bobdog to come.

told him abt our com.

den he hafta restart.

den we hafta change com here and there.

wasted our time.

but we still managed to finished it on time.

lab test on week 15 and 16.

individual liao.

scary.

wait forget thisforget tat den die liao.

yup!

confirm next wed going paris le.

wif my ai ren.

and her classmates.

looking forward for tat!

=D

di not sure going or not.

SHE not going.

she's working.

expected de lah.

ai ren ask for the sake of asking nia.

haa.

hmm.

somehow will feel weird wired when hang ard wif them ba.

kind of extra ba.

ya.

kind of sensative to this kind of stuff de.

ya.

decided to work more often coz to earn more money.

haa.

=p

tml sch at 0900.

den band.

den work at 1500.

yup!.

=)

back from work.

june was still there when i reached.

she was doing her schedule.

she remind mi to be careful.

not to bullied by 'them'

hmm.

and oso.

promised to help her work on my hols liao.

12june(mon) - 0900 to 1700.

while she doing opening.

15june(thurs) - 1400 to 2300.

while she doing m3.

ya.

same timing as mi.

lalala.

think will haf great time working wif her man.

=D

this sat working at 1500 to 2300.

sun working at 0900 to 2100?!

lol.

12hrs?!

suet is pro de.

wahaha!

=D

hmm.

ya.

and oso heard a saddening and shockening news.

samuel was kena terminated.

OMG!!!

seriously i dun believe it lor.

i trust him he is not tat kind of person will do tat kind of thing.

but.

onli god noes whether he reallie did it ot not.

hais.

reallie sad.

lucky he is not terminated from kallang.

if not i will cry ba.

ya.

coz few yrs back ron and william oso kena terminated.

i cried.

and aft tat i missed them DAMN much lor.

hais.

when will i get to see samuel again?

aft last sun tat matter.

ivy comms to june in the comms book.

'shooting' june.

wtf lor.

she comms till as if she is the RM lor.

idiot her!

ya!

june told mi tat she was scolded by customer.

usinf the 'fuck' word.

FUCK lor tat customer.

bth this kind of ppl.

like wat june said.

all customers sux.

ya.

i agreed.

josias is back AGAIN in my store.

coz audrey going for 1 mth leave or watever lah.

not my prob.

i think he come back den start to create trouble liao.

siao liao.

-_-

juz now serene asked june to go opening at ubkr on 14june.

think shld be coz of tat incident.

den i kept on giving june eye signal to her saeing 'no!'

coz on 14june im working together wif her.

i dun wana work wif serene.

if reallie tat happen.

den i might not go work lor.

last min appointment lor.

who cares?!

i dun gif a damn!!

=x

reallie feel sad for samuel...

.....

....

...

..

.

..

...

....

.....

tml sch at 1000.

wana sleep liao.

having headache liao.

good night everyone.

sweet dreams.

take care.

^_^

happie 19th birthdae to my er jie!

hee!

=p

hope u had a nice dae even though u having ur tests.

sorry din manage to blog it ytd coz was rushing my report.

-_-

hmm.

ytd ah.

comm skills at 1000.

end at 1130.

tot i will be alone till 1500 for my maths.

heng ah.

michelle volunteered to acc mi.

thanx man.

AI REN!!

by the time u called mi.

im already on train liao.

'next stop.. khatib'

hee.

ps ah.

cant acc u to wait for ur johan.

=x

we went north point for long john.

den went to ur hse.

coz she hafta change shoes and go for her driving lesson.

we left at 1330.

so she acc mi till den lor.

at least better den nth.

went back to sch.

reached ard 1400.

den rot at elp.

surf net till 1500.

den go for maths.

was revising for common test.

lesson end at 1645.

den went home.

i went for jogging!

reallie!

believe or not.

i always wanted to jog ard my hse area de.

but always i deceided to go.

it rain.

two times already.

lucky ytd weather was not bad.

hee.

feel so nice when jogging.

if ever i got the chance to retake my 2.4.

i think i wun fail till so jialat ba.

haa.

den had dinner.

den watched tv.

DEN!

fuck!

my bro dun let mi use com.

IDIOT HIM!!!

argh!

damn freaking angry.

ended i finished my report ard 2+am.

-_-

den todae.

lesson at 0800.

went elp to print out my report,

den our tat lab teacher nv come.

the telecomm lecturer came.

he like dunno anything lor.

den todae my project got no improbement.

sian.

den wireless lab.

no lab oso.

went thru past yr paper.

aft tat waited ai ren for lunch.

haa.

den she tried my 'cookies'

she sae like eating brownie.

pro ah mi.

cookie can made till like brownie.

lol.

den went to the bo liao lect.

i oso nv listen.

almost fell asleep.

haa.

den went home.

wanted to go for jogging again.

but raining.

-_-

and hor.

was called to work oso.

so i agreed to work.

better ba.

better den staying at home quarrel wif my bro over using com.

hais.

how i wish i got my own com man.

=(

hmm.

abt my hols cravings.

mayb not tat le ba.

coz agreed june to help her work on 12june liao.

and i told her im having hols.

initially she dunno de.

hmm.

aiya.

tell her lor.

nvm.

den mayb 14 or 15june going paris wif ai ren.

den 19june shld be going for rebonding.

den 20june my store crew outing.

going seoul garden.

omg!

-_-

haa.

im like quite bz le sia.

but i still hafta study for common test!

dunno study wif who sia.

ai ren and mi both gone case de.

lol.

hmm.

ai ren ah.

wat shld i get for ur bdae?

shld i get u..

siew mai?

hotdog?

sausage?

moo cake?

well.

depend on my mood ba.

=p

=XxX

world cup starting.

ya.

not my prob.

BUT!

my store got live telecast.

wth!

i was telling june can i destroy the plasma tv.

den no more telecast liao.

lol.

sian.

confirm got ALOT world cup SIAO come de.

bth.

haa.

=D

off to work liao.

bye!

take care everyone!

=D

this will be a long post i suppose.
so plz read it till the end.
hee.
=p

hmm.
firstly.
thanx for ur sms and taggies.
reallie made mi feel tat im not alone.
although u cant be beside mi when i feel terrible.
but i reallie feel glad when i see words of caring-ness from u.
thanx.
=D

next.
abt my weekend work.
still as stressful.
dunno from when every weekend i work is real stressful.
hais.
i shouted at the riders.
but they are in the wrong in the first place.
they want drinks.
we gif them drinks.
they want food.
we gif them food.
now we juz need a favour from them they heck care.
wtf is this man.
we bloody hell so damn busy.
they are suppose to help us wrap trays when they got no orders.
they juz jolly well sitting outside smoking.
fuck.
i was damn angry and fed up lor.
i talked to them nicely they dun wan.
den i sort of shouted at them.
or rasied my voice.
watever they described as lah!
'we pay u not for u to sit outside and smoke.'
den they angry.
went to tell june i scold them.
sae lah.
whose fault in the first place?
i confirm plus chop garentee wif my head tat.
'IM NOT WRONG!'
if they reallie wana angry wif mi.
i reallie got nth to sae.
the worst thing is.
june mistaken tat it was ivy who went to scold them.
so june 'scolded' ivy instead of mi.
when june told mi tat she scolded ivy.
i did not hesitate and told her.
'not ivy. its mi'
june stunned.
i shouted at them.
they angry.
june shouted at them.
they obeyed her.
wat is this?!
reallie made mi feel demoralise lor.
hais.
reallie dunno how to educate those riders.
the whole store onli june can talk to the.
they onli listen to june.
and oso another suitation made mi feel demoralise.
i asked 1 of my crew to tack in his shirt.
he ans mi.
'huh.. u boss ar?'
hais.
how will u feel if u are treated tat way.
lucky
janice heard wat the crew replied mi.
janice told him.
'ya.. i sae so!'
hais.
now de crews are reallie difficult to teach and educate.
how i wish time can reallie turn back..

ya!
customers reallie sux!
reallie hope tat u all not one of them tat im describing.
how i wish customers can haf some sense of simple understanding.
so damn bloody lot of customers.
the queue till the door and somemore had a u-turn.
use BUTT and think oso noe tat need to queue for some time lah!
queue a few min longer like will hungry to death.
seriously i dunno y customers can queue for kfc for half an hr oso wun make noise.
den!
customers queue at mac for more den 10mins wana complaint liao.
na beh!
wana complaint.
jolly well complaint till u song lah!
kfc dun even care abt complaint de lor.
and mac so damn mind abt complaint.
argh!
wat to do.
mac is famous world wide.
think lah.
we ppl inside so damn busy working so hard to serve u.
u hungry we not hungry de meh.
we not tired de meh.
plz lah.
we are human too lor.
will hungry and will tired de lor.
will customer ever understand tat?!
i doubt so.
on sun i started work at 1230.
went for my break at 1630.
was busy all the way till 2300.
NON-STOP!
imagine!
im already damn hungry at night le.
but we dun haf the time to stop.
dun even haf the time to haf a drink lor!
still hafta continue to work.
i was DAMN hungry and i almost fainted.
outside customers noe?!
NO!!!
THEY DUNNO!!!
ARGH!!!
my store de ppl always sae.
shld let them stand in our shoes and they will noe how we feel.
recently i work hor.
work 1 dae i think i will old faster.
im always lose my temper during work.
hai.
although this job.
made mi angry.
made mi lose temper.
made mi scold ppl.
made mi shout at ppl.
made mi sad.
made mi cry.
i still like my job.
dun ask mi y.
like mean like ba.
=)

june is the scheduler now le.
suddenly thinking of wana help her to get more crews.
one way is to call those ex crews back.
most of them in my mind all having o's this yr.
so not going to disturb them.
will call them back aft their o's.
provided im still there lah.
mayb oso provided june is still the scheduler lah.
hmm.
but got someone in my mind.
wana ask back.
but i dun dare ba.
...
will talk to june abt this ba.
=)

ok.
enough of fruatration on customers.
enough of my work stuffs.
back to my new week of sch.
its week 8 le.
last week of the first half semester liao.
align="center">next week.
week 9 and 10 is term break.
the rest of the poly can enjoy during their term break.
while nyp student cant.
coz we having common test aft term break while the rest of the poly had their common test b4 term break.
izzit good or bad?
you hao you huai lah.depend how u think abt it.hmm.
shld be not going m'sia le.

SADED!!
=(
if go back.
i wanted 1 whole week!
hais.
dunno lah.
if staying here.
i wana go sun-tan.
go kbox.
go rebonding.
my main motive of going m'sia is for rebonding!
its cheaper and my cousin had a saloon there.
but..
=p
mayb clubbing if got ppl jio mi go.
wana go db o this time round.
wana try the cheap drink there.
haa!
see lor.
=D
enough of my hols craving le ba.
haa.

ytd sch was alright ba.
lesson at 0900.
and ai ren came to sch early for lunch.
shocked!
haa.
coz she had not joining mi for mon lunch for 2 weeks le.
i had been having mon lunch wif michelle.
so michelle joined mi wif them this time round.
and still got shuyi and sandi and boon.
hmm.
den had lect.
ai ren and mi was like.
gossiping ard?
lol.
and ai ren's acting skills was superb man.'ai ren! thanx for ur acting! =D'
and SHE.
seems like becoming more bitchy le.
bth.
anyway not my tai ji.
had not been seeing her for like 2 weeks liao?
haa.
good ah.
=p
den i sneaked into ai ren's de tutorial class.
so scary when tat bo tak taking attendance.
lol.
den went for the wireless elq.
sux.
argh.
reallie dun understand the module lor.
AI REN!!! I NEED HELP TOO!!! JIU MING AH!!!
went for the lect.
i didan wana go de.
but dunno y ai ren wana go.
coz last week mah.
so i went too.
i went there oso slp there.
lol.
woke up when onli he going thru the study guide.
he might as well dun go thru lor.
juz read out from there.
i oso noe how to read.
haa.
den aft sch met yun at cine at 1830.
she won 'almost love' movie tix from 933.
asked mi to go.
ya.
i dunno y she always haf the luck lor.
she won dunno how many pair of tix le lor.
haa.
or i dun haf patient in called 933?
lol.
=D
the movie was nice.
hee.

todae sch start at 0800.
was tired.
slept quite late the dae b4.
had the 3hrs lect.
den lunch.
den telecomm de lab.
did to do lab todae.
was going thru the past yr paper.
we are assigned to do particular qns.
i did it wif xuning.
-_-"
haa.
1 qns.
ours is 3 parts.
ONLY.
and guess how much time our teacher gave us.
1hr!
wth.
1hr for 1 3parts qns.
not writing essay leh.
juz write the defination nia.
oso need 1hr.
siao lang.
we finished within like.
10mins?
aft tat i slp lor.
till the next hr he go thru the ans den i wake up.
wah.
tat teacher reallie siao!
>_<
den went to the bo tak tutorial.
he finished ai ren's class within 45min.
he finished ours within 30mins.
pro ah he.
yi tian bi yi tian kuai.
lol.
=D
den aft sch liao.
michelle ask mi acc her go ps interview at secret recipe.
i acc-ed her.
her interview was successful.
she starting work next week liao.
den aft her interview we went carrefour shopped.
we bought the flour for baking cookies.
the one i loved ai ren made!
but too bad her oven spoilt le.
=x
den reached home.
i made.
haa.
cookies suppose to be crispy de hor.
mine is like quite soft.
as if like eating cake.
the taste is there lah.
juz tat dun haf the cookies de feeling nia.
lol.
tml sch at 1000 to 1700 coz of my maths lect.
will be bored again while waiting for it AGAIN.
hais.
see i got anything to do or anywhere to go or not ba.
hmm.
well.
im trying to control my diet recently.
had been gain weight le!
ARGH!!!
=X

im like always left alone while the rest are always paired up.
hais.
=(

im sad now.

damn sad.

terribly sad.

dun ask mi y.

its like out of sudden de.

i juz wana cry out loud.

anyone can tell mi wat happen to mi?!

anyone experienced tat b4?

hais!

SHINYI!!!

I NEED A BREAK TOO!!

ARGH!!

half a yr had gone.

and its june now.

time reallie flies.

hmm.

alot ppl bdae.

2 of my jie's 19th bdae.

my ai ren's 21st bdae.

dan's 23rd bdae.

dee's 21st bdae.

my bro bdae.

and i oso realised june's and yun's bro's bdae oso on june.

haa.

alot bdaes ah.

hmm.

and..

and..

and..

oso his 19th bdae.

will i still bother to send him a 'happy birthdae' msg?

SHAN!!

juz add 2 more mths to ur counting and it will be my 19th bdae!

=P

im reallie NOT in the correct mood.

anybody and help mi?

crying``

i went to sch for 3hrs nia.

2hrs of mobile app proj.

den elp.

suppose to be 2hrs.

lucky is elp.

so finish assignment can go liao.

i was sort of having headache.

hangover?

haa.

den i din do.

copied jo's and michelle's.

opps!

=x

den michelle and mi was the first to leave elp.

haa.

i noe y ytd night mos hav FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

jo told mi tat ytd got 'underage party'.

NO WONDER!!

wanted to slp de.

but..

ended up no.

haa.

sometimes im juz thinking TOO FAR liao.

hais.

look at the time now.

its 0519.

midnight!!

haa.

i juz reached home from mos.

sudden?

last min?

such of ba.

i reallie spent my wed well.

woke up at 0700.

to go my mother's workplace to help her wif her work.

den went to store at 1300 to calculate the BP incentives.

aft tat went to toa payoh to take 159 to sch.

b4 tat i went to preordered 5566 taiwan concert dvd.

helped xiu oso.

ya.

den took 159 to sch for my maths lect at 1500 to 1700++.

aft maths lect.

met yun ard 1745 for gym.

AFT TAT.

went home.

bathed.

had dinner.

den went mos.

y?

haa.

coz during maths lect.

i suddenly receive sms from joey.

'ger wana go mos tonight?'

i was like.

'huh'

lol.

den i sae ok lor.

her buddy went too.

named jerry.

he is a cock-ster.

talk cock num 1.

lol.

met joey ard 2315.

i waited for her for abt an hr!!

omg.

coz she cant get a single cab.

hmm.

second time went to mos liao.

kinda boring ba.

mainly is coz FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

reallie lor.

bth.

joey bought a jar of cranberry vodka.

we 2 share.

den jerry took beer.

i drank some too.

i think is the first time i can take the taste of beer.

coz i dun like beer de taste de mah.

i find it sux.

but juz now.

i found the taste was ok leh.

haa.

we left ard 0330.

den my sch later at 0800.

i told them im not going to slp.

if not sure cant wake up de.

so nice of them acc mi talk at liang court de mac.

we had a drink there.

talk cock.

talk rubbish lor.

im tired liao lor.

but still hafta tong.

but we oso left mac ard 0415.

coz joey was asked to go NBR to take schedule.

hmm.

ok lor.

reached home ard 0430 ba.

ya.

reallie not going to slp.

later go for mobile app de lab.

den wireless de elp.

den ciao le.

not going for the mobile app de lect.

go oso useless.

hope can leave the elp erlier.

den can go home slp.

lol.

joey working at 1400.

at least she can slp b4 work.

feel like slping now.

omg.

how?!

kinda lazy to blog.

=P

hmm.

ytd saw LILIN in sch.

ya.

i think is second time ba.

first time i think was last year ba.

haa.

coz my sch de audi having com sales.

so she got a booth there.

selling printer.

haa.

ya.

i think will see her more often le ba.

coz dunno when got fashion sales ba.

she oso involve.

so happening ah my sch.

so many sales.

lol.

juz now having the wireless de tutorial was funny.

the botak one.

he passed the attendance list to fauzie to pass ard to sign our attendance.

den i think he sign for dunno who.

infront of tat botak.

den he sae.

'u dun sign for other ppl.. wait i cock ur head ah.'

LOL!!

the whole class was laughing lor.

=D

sat and sun work was SUX!

IVY LIM LYE WEI BACKSTABBED ME!!!

knnbccb.

can go and ask yun rui and dee.

i was so damn freaking fed up lor.

ARGH!!!

feel like giving her one tight SLAP.

F**K!!!

den dee comms in the comms book saeing tat SERENE PUNG SHI YUN schedule sux.

den she cried abt tat.

omg.

indeed her schedule sux to the core lor.

down crew till SIAO!!

made the rest of us work like MAD!!

she bloody hell nv take her initiative and common sense to look for attachment crews!!

need mi to teach her tat?!

i dun believe singapore got 100++ mac she cant find a single attachment.

dunno who told mi tat.

wat she will gain by doing all these things.

i reallie hope she will get her necessary revenge.

SOON!!!

another one im fed wif is.

JEFFLINA KHOO MEI TING.

she is a bitch.

the more i see her.

the more bitchy i think she is.

reallie lor.

if ever the 3 of them leave the store.

i will be damn happie lor.

i dun wan to lose to them.

i wan WE force them to resign.

not THEY force US to resign.

if they are waiting thr dae i cannot take it.

they are WRONG!

i will wait till the dae tat they are the ones who cannot take it.

but now.

im reallie confuss wat shld i do.

hais.

feel like doing sth else.

...

hmm.

woke up at 0800.

lesson at 1010.

had RF engineering de lab.

need wif xuning.

AGAIN!

argh!

not i wan de lor.

i wanted to do it alone.

i RATHER do it alone.

although i hate it.

but.

he come and tell mi he dunno jason coming or not.

so he do wif mi.

wat can i sae.

bo bian.

was alright lah.

den i passed my this lab shhet to ai ren.

haa.

oso pass my wireless de lab sheet to her.

pro ah we 2.

he every week pass mi her simulation.

i pass her lab sheet.

but lab is once in 2 weeks.

and simulation is every week.

oooo.

thanx le ah ai ren.

=D

den had lunch wif ai ren.

a light one ba.

she dun wana eat much.

den i oso lor.

we went to audi.

got those pasar malam stuffs.

bought a sausage and wu xiang.

and i bought..

err..

those tw de bing tang hu lu.

ya!

dun ever try tat.

i find it not nice lah.

haa!

=D

den went back to blk s.

ai ren having her 4hrs lab.

im having telecomm tut.

i listen halfway.

im in my dreamland le.

lol.

dunno y.

den aft tut.

break again.

we stayed in the tut room.

i continue to stay in my dreamland for 1hr.

haa!

den went to the simulation lab.

tat lab difficult lor.

although i got ans frm ai ren.

got theory ans.

but cant simulate out to get my smith chart!!

michelle and jo oso cannot!!

we all do until pek cek lor!

fed up!

>_<

den 1730 he told us can pack up and leave.

den leave lor.

oso got no mood to do liao.

haa.

den my partner.

jong jin.

kena scold by teacher for using hp in class.

ya.

is his fault.

but oso no need to scold till tat cham lor.

he told yong jin.

'u wana challenge mi izzit?'

-_-"

he himself oso idiot de lor.

teach liao.

we doing the lab.

he went outside chatting.

got problem wana ask him still hafta 'call' him back.

wtf!

we pay sch fees for him to chat during lesson instead of helping us in our work?!

wat is this man.

since we got pay sch fees.

we print the simulation print like siao.

dun care!

=x

den hor.

yong jin told mi tat he look like bobdog.

ya!

look like.

haa.

den he wana ask him qns mah.

den i tell him.

'u call him bobdog lah'

den he reallie call.

'ehh bobdog'

lol!

but he nv hear lah.

=D

tml is another busy dae for mi.

maths tut at 0900 to 1100.

den go for band.

ending at 1300.

den hafta go work at 1400.

hais.

rush here and there.

poor suet.

=x

actually working at 1830.

tot was ok.

at lease aft band can go home rest awhile.

den june called mi.

sae dee's grandfather admitted to hopital.

hafta leave at 1700 to visit him.

im not tat bad.

so i agreed to work at 1700 coz a party at 1730.

den!

june called mi again.

1500 party crop up.

-.-

so hafta go 'help out'.

crop up find mi.

hais.

better dun kena scold.

coz its not my fault!!!

so ended up hafta work at 1400.

tsk tsk tsk.

my bluetooth adapter is down.

AGAIN!

lousy lor.

wana go get usb cable le ba.

shld be better.

wana get it asap leh.

got photos in my phone tat i haven upload yet.

sad.

=(

GSS START LE!!!

=D

aft 6 weeks of sch.

seriously.

i dun reallie understand wat my core modules talking abt.

err.

not all lah.

i understand RF engineering.

telecomm if i go study.

i think i shld be able to understand.

the most worrying one will be wireless.

the lecturer sux!

the tutor sux!

i mean sux to the core!

REALLIE!

im not the onli one who sae this.

those who i noe who oso studying this.

oso dun understand.

siao liao.

study 2 more weeks.

den week 9 and week 10 term break.

den week 11 common test.

hais.

cant find anyone who understand or else can ask to teach.

wat to do?!?!

nyp got a mr lift.

aka.

tian ti sian shen.

he is sot de lor.

life arrive at which level he will announce.

will ask ppl got up or down.

ask ppl to not to force open the lift door.

eeekk!

i saw him at yck interchange.

he told 2 small boys dun run.

wait fell knock till head will die.

OMG!!

he still did alot of SIAO thingy.

cannot take it.

BTH!!!

jiu ming ah!

i starting to dislike her more and more le.

this morning.

down on my luck.

meet her while i was walking to blk s.

she called mi.

'si char bo'

wth.

nvm.

at tat point of time.

i was still stoning.

haven wake up yet.

so i din bother tat much.

den.

tat matter had slowly settle liao.

ppl dun wana bother it much le.

she oso.

ya mi too.

den juz now she msg mi ask mi abt tat matter!!!

i was like.

wth.

argh!

can she be less irritating!!

oh ya ai ren!

if u came across to this post.

remind mi to show u msg on mon.

if not see i can rmb or not ba.

wana go do my maths tutorial le.

hope those who ard mi are fine always.

sm:)e

woke up at 0530 for my 0800 lesson.

left home at 0655.

tot will be on time for my lesson.

but!

ended up!

caught in a traffic jam at joo seng road!

im stucked for abt 20mins!

wth.

so im late for lesson.

-.-

did my mobile app project alone.

coz my partner xiao lei din come.

those guys keep wanting my program.

like im pro.

den aft the mobile app.

is the wireless lab.

did wif xuning.

-_-"

coz jason nv come.

ok lor.

wat to do.

den at the end i asked him to hand in his lab sheet.

coz i wana gif it to ai ren.

ya.

pass my ans to her.

ended up wif the guys.

haa!

tml they passing to her.

den lunch.

oso din eat.

juz drank bubble tea.

den lecture.

we zo bo lor.

tat lecturer like to sae 'heh' de lor.

michelle reallie go and count.

half an hour got 97 'heh'

omg.

bth.

aft tat lect.

i went to blk e.

freaking far from my sch.

wat to do.

ask abt my cca points thingy.

they cant gif mi cca based on infusion.

they asked mi to join them.

to perform a concert on coming 14july.

den they can gif mi the cca points.

HELLO!!

14JULY?!?!

2mths away nia leh!

im not a good player.

i dun think i can make it.

but..

or shld i gof myself more confidence?

well.

i shld approach them earlier.

last year they went to world music contest.

they in need of trumpeters.

ya!

lol.

but still they got a gold.

wah.

pro leh.

am i up to their standard if i join them the concert?

i had learnt how to spree..

lol.

=D

hmm.

reallie hate guys who gave empty promises.

still rmb.

he promised mi to bring to to a couple of places.

ended up he did not.

the most upset one was.

he promised mi to celebrate my bdae wif mi.

but he did not.

its sad lor.

at tat point of time.

i noe there is onli a little chance for tat to happen.

i still waited for it.

im disappointed in the end.

ya.

tats the past liao.

its reallie not easy to forget.

it reallie take time.

take effort.

perhaps patient oso.

but seriously.

who can forget everything?

i cannot.

now whoever ask mi wat happen 5yrs ago.

i can still rmb.

ok!

im not in the mood of saeing all those lah.

coz im in a not-sad mood.

haa!

everybody out there!

be happie ok!

=D

todae's my interview.

so paiseh.

i reached blk s lvl 4.

stepped out of lift.

is philip and zhao tat grp of guys.

omg!

i was stunned!

-.-

PAISEH!

den the whole interview session reallie took full 4hrs.

0900 to 1300.

i think i done not well.

hmm.

i deserve it?

coz i did not prepare for it.

hais.

wat to do.

napfa fail.

interview not well done.

wat am i doing all along man?!

can i wake up?!?!

den maths lect at 1500.

was left alone in sch.

aft michelle acc mi for lunch.

she went home and prepare to come back for her napfa.

so i went mac and rot lor.

rotting alone.

poor suet.

-.-

den home aft maths lect at 1700.

den had dinner and went to meet lu shan eugene and yun.

enned up we went cartel and eat.

wth.

eat again!

hais.

caught the last bus back home.

no gym tml as promised.

sorrie!

my whole body is still aching.

walk in pain.

cough in pain.

sneeze in pain.

laugh in pain.

whole body the muscles cramp.

hais.

poor suet.

again.

-.-

got a couple of pics taken todae.
upload tml or see how.
im tired now.
my eyes closing liao.
lesson at 0800 tml.

left home ard 0655 for my lesson at 0800.

when i board bus 135 from my hse.

lun siong was on the bus.

he was dropping at tat stop.

same.

he smiled and waved at mi.

well.

thinking back.

he was so damn shy when i first noe him.

seriously i dunno its real or not lah.

ppl from my store sae tat he like mi.

den when ppl sae abt tat.

his face can turn red immediately lor.

haa.

i reallie dunno he like mi or not lah.

he oso nv tell mi.

juz tat others tell mi de.

den others ask him to tell mi.

he dun dare.

coz he scared i cant accept jie-di lian.

haa.

he nv ask how he noe.

=P

got once i think he kena sabo to send mi home.

when my bus come liao.

he was being forced/pushed by liang zhi and cedric up into the bus im taking.

LOL!!!

den the whole journey we din talk.

den till my home liao.

we dropped.

we parted.

den we said bye.

haa.

funnie?

oh ya!

got a period of time.

i forgetton how long does it last.

we reallie cared for each other.

i mean reallie care lor.

sms-ing each other whole dae.

can talk abt anything under the sun.

yup.

but everything juz suddenly.

reallie sudden.

i dunno y.

i oso din ask.

and now.

dun haf those strange and funnie relationship between and and him.

we are friends.

once awhile exchange sms greetings.

tats great too!

=)

juz now di wanted to sabo mi!!

wth!

she wanted to intro mi to the guy who i sae look like meng zhe.

she wanted to point at mi liao.

i run lor.

omg.

dun wana noe anyone new ba i guess.

im contented wif all the friends ard mi.

=)

i failed my napfa.

failed at 2.4km run and standing broad jump.

shld be not going to retake ba.

at least got participate can liao.

guess wat happen during my napfa?

my ex-class those guys 'cheated'

zhao(not yet ns) asked philip(completed ns) to help him do all the 5 stations.

den zhao run the 2.4 his own.

but he failed.

so failed the whole napfa.

-.-

another case.

yuwei(not yet ns) asked jason(completed ns) to help him take the WHOLE napfa.

i think got a bronze.

-.-

lydat i oso can ask ppl help mi do lor.

those guys who had completed ns need not take napfa liao mah.

ok.

napfa is over.

song le yi kou qi.

my napfa cert can throw le ba!

lol!

=D

but!

tml im having my interview!

omg!

siao liao.

quite scared.

well.

even though i can talk alot.

but this kind of serious matter.

im afraid i cant.

scared tat my words anyhow jump.

touge tight or wat.

den siao liao.

wearing my formal wear.

hafta take a photo of myself man.

lol.

wish mi best of luck ba.

hope everything will go on smoothly and successfully.

=)

aft napfa.

went j8 to meet up lu, shan and her bf.

was talkin abt the matter lor.

den aft tat head towards far east.

shan wana shop.

im too tired to shop.

lu got no mood to shop.

so we leave tat couple to shop.

den both of us went to long john sit and talk.

den yun and her bf joined us too.

and talk lor.

aft talking so much.

hope u will feel much better?

tats wat jie meis are for.

=)

a dae without hp.

life reallie sux.

my hp batt went totally FLAT for the whole evening plus im out.

argh!

can u imagine shan's and lu's oso went totally FLAT!!

haa!

so qiao!

xiu!

i had uploaded the concert pics liao.

the link from my blog.

go see see ba.

hee.

=p

todae sch at 0900.
and im on time.
lol.
i think its the 2nd time tat im on time for this lesson.
first time was first time first lesson.
the subsequent ones all im late.
=x
well mayb partly is coz i slept for abt 12hrs.
reallie sia.
ytd aft i blogged.
den i went to bed ard 1900.
reminded my mother not to wake mi up for dinner or anything else.
den i reallie slp till this morning 0630.
li hai hor?
wahaha.
tats y im on time for my lesson.
lets see next week ba.
lol.
and my tat first lesson.
tat stupid old buy!
=x
jealous we can do our lab fast.
reallie let us do a assignment.
wth.
im angry lor.
nvm.
at least we noe how to do.
idiotic.

aft tat lesson.
went lunch wif michelle.
coz ai ren haven reach.
den dan joined us later on.
den lesson at elq.
did a equiz.
aft tat is lecture.
ok lor.
den break.
den lesson at elq.
oso did equiz.
tat sux.
i asked yuwei help mi.
i was so fed up.
but i still went to the lecture.
oso bo liao.
den sch end.
den i meet up sook eng.
aka jerene.
yeah!
my PRIMARY sch friend.
so glad to see her man.
it had been yrs ever since we last met.
she now in nyp SIT.
did i ever mention abt shan yun?
aka ashley.
yeah.
my primary sch friend too.
she's in SDN.
met her a few times in sch b4.
happie to keep in touch wif primary sch friends.
another one is lisa.
met her a few times near my hse.
coz she live near mi.
she's now in TP.
din reallie meet her up often.
but i still sms every now and den.
=)

hmm.
talking abt primary sch.
i suddenly recalled sth.
i got a BEST friend at tat time.
reallie CLOSE to her.
ya.
aft pri6.
we entered the same sec sch.
at tat point of time.
of coz i jumped to joy lah.
best friend aft pri6 still can be together in sec sch.
well.
den in sec sch.
diff class.
den mayb got to noe diff friends ba.
did i changed?
or she's the one who changed?
i dun wana jump to conclusion.
we are not close anymore.
i think not even hi-bye friend.
isn't tat a sad thing?
i think it is.
its juz like.
we are strangers.
i reallie felt sad initially.
seriously i dunno wat had happen.
hais.
wat to do.
dun expect mi to live wif tat forever right?
at least i met my 6 jies there.
and of coz others too!glad to met them there.
tats y im so treasuring them now.
not to let history repeat.
=)
well.
and now.
my tat BEST friend.
is oso in the same poly as mi.
hais.
i think it would be nice if we were BEST friends till now.
mayb we got no fate to be BEST friend ba.

oh ya xiu!
5566 oso sang 'tou xin yes i love u'!!
hee!
=P
and oso.
5566's concert dvd will be release on 16june!!!
JUNE ur bdae!!!
=D
xiu and mi shouted 'june de sheng ri' together when they aunounced.
see we so you mo qi.
wahaha!

tml im having my napfa test.
can everyone of u wish mi best of luck?
lol!
hope i can pass ba.
but.
got go can liao.
if nv go my transcript will be awful.
haa!

if u treat mi nice.
i will treat u nice too.
if u treat mi shit.
i will treat double shit!

let mi start from ytd.
morning went for the maths tutorial.
i was damn sleepy.
we even open my eyes fully.
damn xin ku lor.
somemore the tutor form china.
not i against them or wat lah.
i reallie cant understand her wat she trying to sae lor.
den suddenly xiao bai turn and ask mi.
'u like this tutor mah?'
den i told him no lor.
dun even noe wat she trying to sae.
omg.
tutorial end at 1030.
suppose to go band.
but instrument went for repair.
florence told mi dun need to go.
so din went lor.
i went home.
ate a light lunch.
den was damn boring.
so decided to watch some vcds.
halfway i fell asleep.
wth.
lol.
when i woke up.
was 1400 liao.
bathed and went to meet XIU!!!
for 5566 concert!!!
well..
not reallie their concert lah.
it was bwL convention.
den 5566 was one of their guest.
we are at the 2nd level.
quite far from the stage.
their performance was damn boring lor.
till mi and xiu slp.
can u imagine we slp during a concert?
wth.
lol!
den suddenly the auntie who gave xiu the tix asked us to go down and sit.
its like few rows from the stage nia.
wahaha!
but still hafta watch some bo liao performance.
b4 5566 is out!!!
when they are out.
u cant imagine how crazy i was.
i was REAL CRAZY!!!
they started wif singing 'we will rock you'.
wah!
damn high lor.
=D
they oso sang..
'boyfrien'
'open arms'
'magic'
'wont give up
bu yao qing yan fang qi fo zhe dui bu qi zi ji
and holding to one apple.
(rmb the scene.. hmm..)
'wo nan guo'
and lastly..
'bai se hua yang'
so quite a num of pics.
not gonna upload now.
im tired now.
=x
upload liao will inform u.
esp xiu!!
=D
den we saw leon.
ya tat superstar tat leon.
he was like sitting 2 rows infront of us.
missed to take photo wif him.
haa!
so sad to leave aft their performance.
everytime i will feel sad aft their each concert.
coz u will not noe when is the next time we gonna see them.
btw!
xie zhi got waved at mi!!
LOL!!
=D
ok!
well.
im sure ppl out there will sae im childish.
bo liao.
stupid.
silly.
or watever comments.
seriously i think i wun gif a damn to it ba.
coz im their loyal supporter!
=)
and oso!
dun ever let mi hear anyone critisize them.
i dun think u got the right critisize them.
unless u are much more better den them.
if not juz keep ur bloody hell mouth shut.
if u dun like them.
hate them or wat.
den juz dun listen to their songs.
dun watch their programmes lor.
wats wrong wif tat?
its juz as simple as tat.
'take it or leave it'!!
correct?!
ok.
tat does not only apply to 5566.
its applies to everything and everybody.
juz think properly b4 u talk abt other.
=)
aft the concert.
i reached home ard 2330.
slp at 0030.
and i woke up at 0330.
ya!
coz of the big event.
BIG WALK!!!
working at 0500.
met ben and yun rui to take a cab to work.
louise attached!
actually i noe it long ago.
ya.
im so happie to see her in kallang.
so miss those daes working wif her.
those daes we played during work.
those daes she bullied mi.
and of coz those daes i bullied her too!
wahaha!!!
=D
but now its all memories liao.
hmm ok.
the whole big walk.
i onli did coffee.
ya.
my job is juz to draw coffee.
freaking simple lor.
haa!
aft big walk end.
was damn tired.
punched out ard 1345.
den samuel came!!!
louise called him to come.
den.
mi.
louise.
samuel.
li jie.
yun rui.
and ben.
we went to bugis and eat.
and phin's.
had our meal.
we talked
and talk.
and talk.
ALOT!!!
ya.
all abt work.
haa.
memories.
fun times in the past.
and now de sad times.
ya.
wat to do.
management change liao.
louise and sam going m'sia on 30july!!!
louise ask mi wana join them.
i wan!
haa.
but dunno by den they will will ask mi in or not lah.
juz see ba.
den we talk till ard 1630.
we go off lor.
louise took a cab back to her jurong's place.
den sam send the rest of us back.
the 3 of them went back store to find bryan.
den he sent mi home.
den i asked him abt taking BTT and stuffs lah.
ya.
he den gave mi suggestions.
and is the better one.
yup.
i reallie muz find one dae and force myself to go.
im like keep delaying and delaying.
he tat time oso!!!
he delayed till 19yrs old den go take.
but he passed EVERYTHING within 2mths.
pro hor.
and he kept on saeing ger driving sux.
wth.
he sae except louise.
ya.
den i sae i wana prove him wrong.
wait till i got my license.
he let mi drive his car and prove to him.
i asked him to WAIT lor.
he sae he will!
LOL!!!
=D
hope i wun throw my face.
=x

ya.
im tired now.
wana go slp.
till next morning?
well..
shall see how.

IM TIRED!!
lol.
=D
reallie lor.

ytd went out shopping wif yun and zhu.
yeah.
i bot lotsa stuffs.
my formal top.
and another top.
a bag.
spent quite alot.
omg.
hope wun spend anymore till gss.
yup!
lol.
shall see how.
=P
we oso took neoprints
had been ages ever a last took.
reach home ard 9pm++.
was damn tired.
bathed and slp immediately.

den todae.
sch suppose to end at at 1800.
i finish the lab earlier.
so went off ard 1700++ ba.
den went gym.
wif yun june and iris.
ya.
wahaha!
my napfa sure fail.
omg.
siao liao lor.
i dun wan my transcript to haf a fail.
ya.
i noe it dun concern mi much.
but to see a fail in my transcript.
it is still not nice lor.

tired.
wana go slp liao.
yawnz!!

so boring.

having break in sch now.

3hrs.

wth.

sian lor.

johan brought ai ren and to a doing wat de com lab.

surfing net now lor.

haa.

juz now.

comm skills 1000 to 1200.

den break till 1500.

got maths lect and national education de seminar.

called tat dr lim.

toldhim abt this.

dunno wth he sae.

ask us hafta go awhile.

he gonna give us sth.

b4 we can go for the seminar ba.

tat national education de seminar.

oso wat we gonna to go there.

somemore got attendance.

nv go i think will hafta repeat.

bo liao right.

omg.
one of my dearest.
i reallie hope tat u are reallie fine.
ya.
its u.
my si jie.
luvina``
i reallie felt sad for u.
sobs.
if tat happen to mi.
seriously i dunno i can take it or not.
cheer up k?
be strong and stand up again.
i noe it takes time.
so juz take ur time k?
u still haf us by ur side always.
i mean ALWAYS.
ya.
i believe u will find ur true love one dae too.
im searching for mine too.
=D
everybody will find theirs one dae too!
juz the matter of time.
found it earlier or later.
so no hurry k?

in life.
is it a muz to fall b4 we can stand up and walk successfully?
some even fell a few times.
who is the one who can hold onto my hand.
lead mi to walk on the correct path of life.
and ensure mi not to fall again.
ya.
im searching for u.

someone once asked mi.
y dun i haf bf.
i ans.
dun haf means dun haf.
tats the fact.
wat can i do.
asked mi again.
is my expectations too high.
i ans.
no.
seriously.
i juz wan a simple love.
simple reletionship.
and lead a simple life.
=)

back to my blog.

sch start at 0800.
was alright ba.
i had started crazy wif my class de ppl liao.
ya good lor.
at least i wun be bored in my in class.

no gym todae.
both iris and june not feeling well.
iris fever.
june hand blue black coz of her injection.
omg!
take care k jies?

so juz now aft sch i went home and slp.
lol.
nth to do mah.

juz now junaina aka june called mi.
scare mi for a few seconds.
i tot she wana ask mi go work.
lol.
she ask mi tml free not?
ask mi go help her wif her bin level chart.
yea.
i agreed.
tml aft sch go store.
haa!

ah feng jie jie juz gave birth on 9may.
my cousin frm m'sia
congrats!
its a daughter.
my third niece!
total i got SEVEN(7) nieces and nephews le sia!
getting older liao.
-_-"
wahaha!

hais.
dunno can go back m'sia during term break or not leh.
some stuffs crop up.
kinda sad ba.
i so looking forward to go coz im reallie tired.
i wana take a rest.
stop doing wat im doing now.
i mean not to go sch.
not to work.
not to go band.
bla bla bla.
juz wana stop my busy life for a week or so.
'xiu xi shi wei le zhou geng chang yuan de lu'

tats y sometimes i dun like to plan things ahead.
coz when u plan liao.
of coz will look forward de mah.
but suddenly cancel or cant make it.
i will feel irritated de.
ya.
tats mi.
so nv ever ask mi wat i wana be in the future.
wat i wana do in the future.
my ans will always be.
'i dunno'

gtg write my project de report liao.
take care everybody!
ciao!
=D

busy!
busy!
busy!
had been working from thurs to sun.
mainly coz of vesak dae lah.
tats y worked more daes.
my store is sort of peaceful ba.
ehh.
but i dun think so.
on sat i went to work.
i shouted at ivy.
for some working reason.
dun think u all will understand when i sae it.
i shouted at her is right.
she shut her mouth up immediately.
even june agree wat i sae is right.
if ever who dare to sae mi shouting at a floor manager.
i sure fight for my right and others' right.
a 2nd assist can call 1st assist's home in the middle of the night while she is sleeping.
to sort of 'scold' her.
and oso.
a floor manager can be rude to a 2nd assist.
so i dun think its a big deal for mi being a star shouting at a floor manager.
ya.
she muz first think.
if she wan ppl to treat u nice.
to help u when needed.
to respect u.
she muz FIRST respect her fellow crews.
argh!
i dunno how to explain it lah!
den hor.
my poor sayang june.
kena scold by audrey.
AGAIN!
i think last week she juz kena from her.
on sun.
she opening.
i onli managed to reached store half an hr earlier to help her.
coz i work till 3am the previouse dae.
i reached at 1200.
was freaking busy.
when faridah reached.
den call centre called.
asked us STUPID qns.
like we got time to entertain them like tat.
den june shouted to the call centre.
faridah ask her to cool down.
i noe june cant.
she is too stress up liao.
i understand.
when she walked away.
i think she gonna cry.
but i think she did not.
den samuel came kallang!
to ST products from us.
i told him i felt so sad staying at kallang.
den he ask mi to transfer to his store lor.
to be crew.
i told him i dun mind lor.
hais.
its impossible lah.
dee told mi she transferring or resigning.
coz she's married.
and shifted to jurong.
its damn inconvinence for her lor.
1 star gone.
how can i go?
hais.
wat to do.
actually i enjoyed my job de.
juz tat my management team sux.
except my sayang.
my darling.
and my kak kak.
ya.
kak kak is faridah!
hee!
=P

next sun.
21may.
big walk.
im working at 0600.
omg.
lucky the dae b4 im not working.
i will be enjoying my concert wif xiu!
but heard tat the seatings not tat good.
hmm.

back to todae.

ai ren and mi ja bo the 3-5pm lect.
i find no use going.
i wil be there either slping or talking de.
so we ja bo.
plan to go buy our formal wear for my interview next week.
we shop and shop sand shop.
FINALLY found the skirt tat we liked.
bought it.
den.
cant find top.
found one.
but dun haf my size.
sian.
-.-

i think this week will be a exciting week for mi.
lol.
tml going gym wif iris and june.
thurs going shopping wif yun!
fri going gym(AGAIN!) wif iris, june and yun!!
wahaha!
im looking forward.
@@
i go to gym twice a week not mainly coz of my napfa.
i juz wana be healthy.
mi eat and eat and eat.
getting fatter and fatter and fatter liao.
LOL!
=D

wed got a dunno wat national education de seminar.
3-5pm.
oso dunno wth is tat.
den cant go maths lesson.
dunno how.
hafta call the dr lim tell him.

im suppose to write my project report and do my cms de.
still haven do yet.
sian.

juz reached home from sch.
im tired.
hais.
juz settled some of the oba cca points thingy.
send my job advert to my lecturer.
sent her twice but she juz simply cant receive it.
stupid nyp email system.
=x

btw!
my napfa test is coming!
on 23may.
tue.
1630.
sian.
we are still wondering to go or not to go.
most prob shld be going.
juz show our face there.
run a few step of 2.4km run.
tats all!
lol.
is there any station thingy?
i oso dunno.
wahaha!
=D

im getting along quite well wif my new classmates le.
ya.
tats good for mi.
its like aft 1 mth since sch starts.
i hope ai ren oso getting well wif her classmates ba.
although both of us will sure suffer when come to do project or wat.
we sure find no partner de.
im suffering in my class.
she is suffering in her class.
hor ai ren?
but i still prefer my ex-class ba.
those bunch of full of craps guys.
thinking back.
we all oso became close like aft 1 year?
first yr like nv talk to them de.
lol.
funnie ah.

oh ya.
forgot to mention abt ytd when im walking towards my maths lecture.
it feel so dramatic.
i was walking in and so qiao he was walking out.
its like those scenes tat often acted in tv series lor.
haa!
hmm.
did i looked at him?
well i think i did.
im not tat bad afterall.
wanted to at least 'smile' at him.
but ended up i did not.
coz he was like giving one dunno-wat expression.
fine lor.
so i juz continue walking in lor.

i always wanted to sae this.
but i did not.
hmm.
ya.
he is attached liao.
not reallie prob lah.
i had already 'die-heart' towards him lah.
i was thinking.
if he is attached to his unforgetable-ex-gf.
its good for him lah.
but!
if he still haven forget tat ger.
and now attached to ANOTHER ger.
good luck to tat ANOTHER ger man.
juz simply HATE this kind of guy to the CORE!
HATE TO THE CORE!!!

ok.
stop talking abt him.

working at 1830.
hafta ciao liao.

tml holidae.
no sch.
but working.
good or bad for mi?
well.
depends.
=)

im missing EVERYONE OF YOU!!!

you noe who u are?

done wif my resume and cover letter.

finally.
haa.
2 weeks later im having my interview le.
and im wearing formal.
will take a photo and let u all see.
wahaha!
dunno how will it be like sia.
=D

went store aft sch.
as i promised june to go help her fold the bin level chart.
she sae my folding is nice.
wahaha!
tml having new promotion.
pepper drumlets.
dunno nice or not.
haven try yet.
tml im working.
eat le and i will comment abt it.
=)
i reallie DISLIKE her more le.
'her gang' is saeing bad thing abt my sayang june.
they dun even appreciate wat she did.
and SHE even quarrell wif faridah.
HOW DARE HER!!!
now my store de management team.
like split into 3.
although im not in the management team.
but of coz my standing wif june and faridah de.
hais.
real life working reallie got lots of prob.
wat to do?
tats life ba.
now im waiting for 'tat gang' to resign.
or been tranfer out.
but..
the chances like quite slim lor.
hais.

tml public holidae eve.
vesak dae eve.
im working at 1830 to 0300.
guess wat?!
my sayang june is working 1800 to 0300.
both of us are so happie.
sad is SHE is doing closing.
den we sae tat 0300 SHARP ON THE DOT.
we ciao.
DUN CARE!
wahaha.
yes we will do tat!
trust us.
=)

tats janice and mi @ work``

he is sean`` coming 1 yr old`` he's cute =p

my newly bought hp pouch`` its soft and nice to touch! =D

another hp pouch`` from korea`` kawaii?! my mother is using it.. bought it for her =)

spectrum analyser`` signal generator`` encoder board`` these are my 'daily' life man! -_-" it was taken by michelle while she is zo bo-ing playing wif my hp during lab.. LOL!! =P

im so busy.
dun even haf the time to blog although im online.

sat and sun worked the whole dae.
not gonna blog wat had happen.
no time!
lol.
im juz pity my sayang june kena 'bullied' or rather kena 'sabo'.
and i starting to dun like her more le.
will it be 'hate her' one dae?
mayb.
see how she treat mi and my sayang.

mon.
sch-ed.
lect was damn bored lor.
the first 2hrs lect.
i listened for an hr.
slp for an hr.
=x
den the 2nd 2hrs lect.
playing hp game for and hr.
jabo the next hr.
lol.
power hor we all?
ai ren correct?
=P
went home and did my resume and cover letter.
ytd den i realise tat i need to email to my lecturer by todae midnight.
i was SHOCKED!
when i think my ai ren was talking abt her interview.
so i did it for the whole night.
although i got philip's.
i edited.
it also took mi damn hrs.
lol.
i oso asked di send mi hers.
i combined the both of them de.
plus ABIT of my own words.
den result is my resume and cover letter le!
wahaha!
=D

todae sch was alright.
im having lab.
tot i will do it alone.
coz i oso dun wana do it wif tat china guy.
lucky when he came in he sit wif another guy.
when lesson start.
lecturer ask us to go take a board.
so i went.
god noes tat board is do damn LIMITED.
so hafta share.
lab work shld be 2 per grp.
end up 3 per grp.
michelle and sum shen de grp din managed to 'snatch' the board.
so michelle ask mi go over.
so i went.
'lucky jason and xuning nv ask mi join them.. PHEW! =x'
den the worst situation.
ended up our grp got 4 ppl.
quixiang came and join us.
wth.
we paid so ex de sch fees ended up got not enough board for the whole class to use.
idiotic right.
lol.!
=D
den aft lab was tutorial.
do liao lor.
went there copied ans.
den go off aft 1/2 an hr.
btw!
hope tat my ai ren had done well in her interview!
and asked the correct qns when being the interviewer!
=D
she is so damn gan jiong till ask mi how to ans those qns.
seems like im the one being interviewed.
lol.
mine is on week 6.
this week is week 4.
2 more weeks.
my turn to gan jiong liao.
wearing formal.
wah!
-_-

sch started at 1010.
had elp.
was ok lah.
den lunch.
waited for my ai ren for lunch.
den 1300 had tutorial.
aft tat 1hr break.
i tutorial room since no one using it aft us.
stayed wif jo and michelle.
den aft tat 1hr break was simulation de lab.
big thanx to my ai ren.
gave mi her lab ans.
i went to the lab juz print out the results can le.
no need do the theory qns.
if not i sure dunno how to do de.
jo oso copied the ans.
so my grp and jo with michelle grp first to finish.
so first to leave.
wahaha.
lesson shld end at 1800.
we ard 1700++ go off le.
lol!
thanx ah ai ren!
=D
next week oso pass it to mi ok?
hee!
=p
den i pass u my rf engineering the assignment.
SET?!
but onli can pass tat to u on odd weeks.
haa.

tml working at 1230.
hmm.
hope i can overcome my fear ba.
i scared i cant do a good job.
again.
hais.
i dunno.

a brand new dae for mi?
well.
perhaps.

reached sch.
came out of blk s level 4 de lift.
stepped into blk s.
the clock shows 0806.
i think is exactly the same time as last week.
haa.
did the sms thingy.
next week need to tell the lecturer who to do wif the sms assignment le.
i dun wana do wif xuning!
not jason either!
i do wif them i think i will vomit blood.
omg!
help mi!!

aft tat was elp.
slacked there.
can online msn somemore.
lol.
did 3qns.
ans from cms.
within 45mins ciao liao.
even though my lesson was 2hrs.
lol.

den went lunch wif di.
waiting for ai ren.
den dan joined us.
den lect at 1300.
BORING.
was talking all the while lor.
lesson end at 1400.
den went to auntie irene hse.
her maid baking cheese cake.
yummy!
long tong too.
ok lah.
not bad.

i haven do my resume and cover letter yet.
siao liao.
inteview at week 6.
omg!
hafta buy formal wear.

this sat election.
so no maths tutorial.
no band.
den serene called mi juz now.
im working at 1230.
fine!
she's lucky.
im had taken off on 20may.
=)

june called mi juz now to work.
but im going auntie irene hse mah.
so din wen tto work.
sorry june sayang!

my term break is on 12june to 25june.
may be going back m'sia for holiday.
ya.
mayb for the whole 2 weeks.
depends.
den my common test i dunno how.
go back there to study?
is tat possible?
lol.
see how ba.
so i think i might miss out my june san jie de bdae celebration?
my ai ren's too?
when's ur bdae ar?
LOL!
=D
gonna kena smack by u liao!
=x

all the while i kept on forgetting to tell xiu sth.
my sch got a guy look like meng zhe leh.
reallie.
but the one i saw his face more plump lah.
i saw him twice todae.
and saw toro.
he look more shuai without his specs.
=x
it sounds like my sch is a idol sch.

talking abt my sch.
i juz found out tat my sch de year1 intake are real dumb student.
reallie!
their actions made mi..
argh!
bth!
>_<

he is attached.
already.

mayb i shld learn not to care so much.
not to noe so much things.

hais.
where are u when i need u?

juz let mi cry for all i wan.

din had a proper blogging since fridae.
so this post will be quite a long one i suppose.
plz stand my naggy-ness.
i do hope u all will read till ths end of this post.
=)
conclusion of my past few daes which is my long weekends.
its reallie sux although holidae shld be happy one.
i reallie felt bad.
i reallie felt guilty.
TO THE MAX!!!
hais.
and i oso found out tat actually im reallie not a strong girl.
hmm.

Friday, 28 Apr, 2006

as per normal went to sch.
last lesson which is my lab.
got lotsa things to do.
so onli get to go off ard 1800.
went home.
had a quick dinner.
den went to toa payoh.
coz got a 'music remedial lesson'.
coz next dae.
sat.
got a music theory test.
went there.
learnt sth tat i always cant get it right.
haa.

Saturday, 29 Apr, 2006

went for my maths tutorial.
0900 to 1100.
was alright.
den went to band straight aft tat.
reach there.
had my music theory test.
upon 100.
but passing marks is 60.
guess how much i got?!
55.5.
fail?!
lol.
ya.
now i noe where im weak at le.
and guess wat!?!?
i got my OWN instrument le!!!
wahaha.
actually is whitley condemn(dunno how to spell!! =p) instrument.
danny took it oso.
he got a trumpet.
they gave mi a cornet.
yup.
but its quite dirty.
gonna wash is one dae.
and its mine le!
lol.
=D
and!
straight aft band.
i went to work.
wah!
rush here and there the whole dae.
tired!
reached store.
still can rmb.
i saw joey.
she told mi.
'we patched le'
i was SHOCKED!!!
wth.
coz she sae she soft-hearted.
ya.
like mine.
i told her tat.
she told mi tat actually she shouldn't.
but too bad.
who ask her to haf a soft heart.
hmm.
den i conducted a party.
dun reallie like it.
quite sucky.
=x
aft tat party.
went for my break.
cam back.
counter.
calculate all the party incentives.
and slacked ard.
coz joey working!
work wif her can slack.
lol.
i took my pay slip.
den i saw my pay increased le.
so i asked joey.
she sae ya lor.
increase tat little mean ALOT de lor.
ya.
onli we will understand tat ba.
=)
i got excellent for my performance report.
hmm.
joey told mi tat actually faridah gave mi good in the first place.
den joey help mi sae good things abt mi.
and help mi to get a excellent.
thank joey for helping mi.
but.
do i deserve it?
still rmb last year is louise the one gave it to mi.
she expect the star to get outstanding.
sorry.
i cant do it.
i oso dunno y.
where i did wrong?
i think is my attitude towards some of the mgrs ba.
if im not wrong.
i think they will sae bad things abt mi during their management meeting de.
i juz feel tat they are those kind of ppl.
my sixth sense is rather accurately de.
hmm.
den both of us same time finish work.
2300.
so we went off together.

Sunday, 30 Apr, 2006

woke up at 0800.
went for my breakfast.
den went to work at 1130.
got to conduct 3 parties.
back-to-back.
yup.
tats reallie tiring.
wat to do.
tats my job.
can i sae no?
overall was alright lah.
not reallie tat bad.
except for the last one.
it reallie SUX!!!
as for the first 2.
althought it was alright.
but i dun reallie enjoyed it.
aft tat 3 parties.
i was clearing up my storeroom.
but i was called back by audrey to help out on floor.
ok lor.
audrey asked mi.
i wan do counter or kitchen?
'kitchen!'
i shouted.
haa.
kitchen is fun lor.
rotated all the kitchen aunties and uncles for break.
audrey asked to to go back settle my party room den can go off le.
ok lor.
i was done by abt 2250.
den i think down crew ba.
joey asked mi to stay till 0300 to help out.
ok lor.
juz bcoz of JOEY!!!
i stayed.
lol.
=D
was doing drive thru till 0300.
den at 0300.
dun seem like i got the chance to go back.
coz mds got damn lot orders.
den joey asked mi wana stay till 0600?
WAH!!!
ya.
i stayed.
coz faridah was oso not feeling well lah.
so stayed to help them out lor.
if not jialat.
i noe how is it like when down crew.
did counter from 0300 to 0600.
was ok lah.
lucky not much customers.
no customers.
i kept on went in mgr room.
sit.
eat.
drink.
haa.
slack ah.
work midnight.

Monday, 01 May, 2006 - Labour Day -

labour day?
but im still workin!
haa!
FINALLY finish work at 0600.
total i worked 18hrs straight.
omg.
i still can take it.
pro ah.
lol.
went home.
slp for ard 4 hrs.
woke up.
work again.
wahaha.
worked at 1300.
topcat for dee's party.
but she went off aft tat.
she not feeling well.
left mi there.
no topcat for my next party.
last min called ben and bryan to help.
thank god they agreed.
if not i DIE.
here's my nightmare.
this party was a DAMN LARGE one.
everything was MESSY.
i mean.
its REALLIE is a BIG mess!
omg.
hais.
i was so gan jiong.
scared.
worried.
irritated.
fed up.
EVERY of my bad mood.
lucky thing is.
the hosts are good.
i mean real GOOD!
they are not rude to us and blame us for all the messiness.
although is our fault.
when almost everything was settled.
cake cutting time.
they ordered our mac cake.
i rmb the dae b4 faridah told mi there is enough cake.
so i was not worried for tat.
i asked bryan to get it for mi.
so quite a long time he still not back yet.
i went to check it out y.
den he told mi no more cake.
those in the freezer are all damaged.
DAMAGED!!!
i was STUNNED!!!
i mean REAL STUNNED!!!
june was working.
she oso help mi to look for the cake.
REALLIE dun haf a single one tat is in a good condition.
i was scared.
afraid.
worried.
EVERY EVERY EVERYTHING!!!!
i cried.
june asked mi not to cry.
sorry.
no.
i juz cant do it.
she told mi god will help us.
asked mi to trust her.
i nodded my head.
i dried up my tears.
she helped mi to talk to the hosts.
they accept it.
i noe they oso cant do anything but to accept it.
they are not angry.
the more i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
tats wat i told june.
imagine.
to present a damaged birthdae cake infront of ALL her guests.
hais.
i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
i cried again.
again.
she asked mi not to cry.
she asked mi to be strong.
den let others saw i cry.
dun let others saw tat i cant do it.
must let them noe tat i can do it.
she still told mi tat i did a great job.
den i realise im not a strong girl.
i shake my head.
'no im not strong'
so i carry on presented the cake.
had the cake cutting.
aft tat the party end.
i reallie apologised and saied ALOT of sorry to the hosts.
still.
they are not angry.
din blame mi.
still sae nvm.
so nice of them.
the nicer they are.
more bad i felt.
i controlled my tears.
not to cry infront of them.
it will be damn embaressing to cry infront of them.
i still cry a few more times without letting june noe.
den she asked mi to smile.
ya.
i smiled.
she felt better when i smiled.
make sure im alright.
and i oso felt better aft i smiled.
=)
den joey came.
she closing.
i told her i cried.
she like sayang my head.
den asked mi.
'y? come tell mi who bullied u?!'
so nice of her.
den i told her the whole suituation lor.
den aft tat i went to upper boon keng to get sth.
samuel was working.
i told him tat i worked for 18hrs.
den he sae i had sold my souls to mac.
-.-
den i oso told him abt my nightmare.
hais.
seriously i was thinking.
if at tat point of time.
june was not working.
who will help mi to talk to the hosts?
i find no one.
accept joey lah.
she closing.
i believe she will help mi de.
the rest.
i doubt so.
tats y im so sad tat when louise and samuel leave kallang.
the both of them are always the ones keep on helping mi.
they are reallie nice to mi.
so when they leave.
kept on asking mi to take care.
hais.
or im too depend on the both of them le?
den now when i met prob.
i cant settle.
hais.
reallie thank god june was there.
of not.
i think i will break down.
reallie.
'JUNE!!! THANK YOU!!!'
i still din get the chance to reallie thank her nicely.
thank her for all her consoling.
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING!!!
ok.
go back to when joey reached store.
the 3 of us together.
siao.
dunno wat we doing.
dunno wat we talking.
i LAUGH OUT LOUD!
den june stop mi from laughing.
she sae if i laugh loudly.
later at night will cry alot de.
so.
i stopped laughing.
i went home ard 2300++.
true enough.
i cried.
ya.
cried alot.
coz of tat matter.
hais.
hmm.
june told mi tat serene had changed.
den i told her.
'i tot she is ur friend?'
den she ans mi.
'ya. used to be'
there is used-to-be-friends?
well.
who noes?
still rmb louise told mi tat during work.
there are no friends.
is tat true?
to a certain extent ba.
yup.
i oso dun like to work wif serene.
>_<
i got darling and sayang at work!
joey my darling!
june my sayang!
love working wif them to the MAX!
=D
how i wish everytime i work can work wif them.
sometimes things wun always go in the way u like it.

Tuesday, 02 May, 2006

lesson at 0800.
till 1500.
was alright ba.
the last lesson tutorial.
made mi feel like slapping tat lecturer!
LOL!!!
=D
den i reached home ard 1600++.
not even 5mins.
faridah called mi to go work.
to cover peak hrs.
ya.
i went.
worked 1800 to 2100.
3hrs.
haa.
den i oso told faridah abt my nightmare.
hais.

im in school now.

BLOGGING!!!

lol.

=D

juz finish my e-learning review qns assignment.

waiting for next lesson.

tutorial at 1400.

aft tat..

GO HOME!!!

lol.

btw.

im damn sad.

feel so bad.

feel so guilty.

till now.

ya.

hais.